tmr's gonna be study hard dae..cos gen n diana sim coming my hse study.. n feast on junk food too i guess...gen seems worried that my hse doesnt have junk food.. hahha

mondae's phys prac..after that meeting dear for dinner.. finally get to meet him.. more than a wk.. can kill =p but i really miss him alot! muackz**

haha and on tues...i'll be celebrating my bday 2 wks in advance.. haha first time so early celeb.. but it's ok la.. i noe evrybody wanna study.. haha so ya.. meeting ql they all for dinner.. and hong they all for supper.. haha turning into a pig.. and by "they all" i dunno hu'll be turning up.. but it's ok.. the thought that counts =)

time's running short.. but believing that i can do it~! =D though i nid regular doses of encouragement=p

the days are flying past. and i'm really really into a mood. 21 days to prelims according to shaun..70 plus days to A-levels. gotta push myself. frantic!!!!! =(

ever read in the news about those chinese women approaching lao ah peks in the kopitiams of geylang? haiz.. i had the great misfortune to witness such a thing today. suay

was studying at bedok princess mac with hong leen weeinn..one group of 4 men in their 50s n 60s came in together with 3 women in their 40s and sat one table away.they talked loudly and were getting on my nerves. we keep exchanging disgusted looks. do you know what one ah pek did? he reached across the table and stroked the wrist of a woman who was so obviously not his wife~!!!! oh my god. kaoz. so disgusting. yuck

n they say the youth today are horrible.who would have thought that people who are older would have the equal amount of no sense to do such a thing that makes my hair stand? goosebumps. yuck. and the way that ahpek talk, really ar.. tiko pek. buay tahan. grrr~

li jiawei lost~!! sad=( why are we always so near yet so far?

haiz. what's the difference between electrolytic cell and electrochemical cell? ELECTROCHEM. >_<

dun be together with a person who has not forgotten his ex.i support ur choice gerl.. =) jiayou~!

can someone teach mi how to keep my complexion from becoming jialat? slp late wake up early= pimple outbreak~!! tmr i'm supposed to be at bedok mac at 8am.. n i'm still awake.. shall go catch my much needed sleep now~

jiayou ar everyone!~ don't give up till the last minute!! p(^o^)q

the amount of stress is piling up. i will study. i would want to be able to face my own conscience and know that i've tried all i could. don't wanna hate my own laziness when i'm older.

getting older soon..why must my birthday be exactly one day before prelims? hahah super sad. but S24 is having a barbecue!~! =D one day break in a tiring week of studying.. thank god!

studies is encroaching on my breathing space.. it's getting harder to breathe..

dear~sorry yesterday i made u sad...promise i won't be so stupid and dumb again.. dui bu qi! >.< i love u darlin~!but please try to be less piggy okie? =p

will be in school till 9pm tomorrow.. gambatte~! jiayou~!

anything is impossible..when you believe.. =D

feeling super evil today, cause i find myself selfish. ya.. and i am thinking that you may know me, but may not understand me.. haha cause i am complex. i will show my real mood only when i am at home or with family members. but i don't usually show my anger around friends. sure, they've seen me blue, but it's really nothing compared to the moods i sometimes have at home.somehow i just don't seem to show it that much when in school or out of home. so i guess, cohabitating(?) is the best kind of thing for people like me.. must first test the guy see if he can tahan me not being a domestic sort of woman who likes to whip up dishes in the kitchen, see if he can stand my unreasonably black faces.. poor guy who marries me ar? hahaha =p

of so many years of studying, i really think studying sucks. hahah first time i really mean it. buay tahan. wanna wave white flag surrender. but my parents believe i can do it. and my friends are encouraging me to do it. so for now, i guess i will try to live up to others' expectations, because i don't know whether i believe in myself to have the ability to do it. still with me so far? or are u lost in my blabbering?

told gen to call me at 8am tomorrow morning to try her luck, see if she can get me out of my bed.. should i switch off my hp? hahha =D i really don't want to go to school tomorrow.. 4 lessons.. pathetic timetable.. but risk incurring mrs lim's wrath? rather not.

bit cant be bothered by one of my friends. why tell me the mushy lovey dovey stuff? i not his gf..how to help him solve? haiz. selfish me. but i kinda cant stand it. >.<

but feeling blissful.. hee.. love my darling~! muackiez! =D

i'm becoming a boring old girl...one thing is gradually eclipsing all other aspects of my life.. need i say more? duh, it's studies. but i refuse to be bugged by it, will not let myself cry over it. there's not much time left, but i can only do what i can, and pray that it'll work. damn. 2 years gone like that.. waste of youth. must agree with the rest of the world--singapore emphasises too much on academic performance.

still in a good mood though, over the national day's fireworks display... haha the view from kallang is good.. superbly wonderful, especially with my dear with me =D we watch fireworks together every year okie? ^*muackz*^ miss u so much right now.. i need your hugs ~!~!

the weeks pass by so quickly.. man, studying is tiring... =p

two countdowns: 32 days to prelims papers, and 31 days to my 18th (sweet?) birthday.. life's really bittersweet huh?

i'm dead tired.. bones cracking..but i'm happy =D just played badminton with the 2b people..only 7 of us, but since it's been such a long time, it's fun.. just don't play with zhiyong, he makes people run left and right, and he plays those super light-handed style- the kind where you have to position yourself near the net then can catch one.. hahah super tiring to play with him..

had a tournament.. hahaha lame one la.. first was guangyang, second zhiyong, third hongling, n i was 4th kangjie and baoying i dunno who's 5th who's 6th....haha but all in the name of fun only la.. yinjie made some brownies which she brought to share with us..hmm lately all the girls around me are stepping into the kitchen to either bake or cook *guilty* hahha=p her brownies were nice, a bit too sweet..but very chocolatey=D

during lunch we decided on the date for chalet.. 28-30 november.. yay~!!! last year no chalet, or maybe i didn't go.. so i'm looking forward to this year's.. hardly see them anymore lor.. today then realise i never see kangjie for more than a year..hahha

i think 2b is the class i feel closest to..but i think it's because of the things we did after we left the class, cause i don't remember many memorable moments when we were in sec 1 and 2..

currently being shouted at.. cos my handphone calls amount to $50++ ..hmm guilty! so don't call me unless urgent k? hahha

computer's back.. thank god.. and i think now i shall sleep.. to prevent my mom shouting at me..and to rest my old bones.. =D take care ya'll~

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